10 things not to do but i always do..maybe more.

ever wonder why these days i'm breathin like its the last damn evening i ever had.. lifestyle of the fat and anonymous..lol.. the things that i felt bad bout how i live is horrifying when i started to realize more.. i hate to know the fact but one must always face the truth. so,lets roll!

1)never smoke after you eat - 9 out 10 times i fall into it..sigh....

2)never sleep after you eat - hey it feels right wei!!

3)never have huge meals after 5 - i'm only hungry by 1701 hr.. :(

4)never drink beer twice in a week - (special case for me,mind me)

5)never sleep during the day and awake by night - no comment.

6)never eat when you are already full - but they just cant be ignored..arghhh

7)never skip class - boring

8)never stare too long at the comp screen - im well aware but always never mind

9)never flirt when your ex is around - she won't knows

10)never stop breathing - i tried.

these are cock fags which i term them myself..and they definitely make you smoke less if not stop completely..anyone? and females may prevail as the new smokers' chart toper.

lastly, p e a c e . : )

Get intact.

*listening to wondergirls - nobody..

And finally, college starts again. i was so happy to get back to classes but it just doesn't work out that well. my timetable is quite screwed up. four 8 a.m. classes follow by unimaginable sleepiness. i only managed to attend two of them so far. i need to put more effort in it. meanin no more clubbin during the weekdays. haha..sounds so damn freakin impossible.

Yesterday, i just celebrated my dad's 47th birthday at tonyROMA'S.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY D!!we had a splendid time together not forgettin some great undefined bonding moments when we were checking out some great furnitures at this forgotten brand of store in M.V. i was delighted lookin at some great design of sofas.. those decos just replace my brother's craving for chocolate ice cream. for me, lookin at the price, i told myself, why not earlier?? lol.. but past should be bygones, and looking forward i have a wishlist in hand i hope they will be fulfilled.. i hope they don't waste any of my time worth chasing for. and ofcoz anyone out there readin it. *they are mostly for my new room in my new house.. where lifestyle may differ,i hope so..

1)the first in my list should be no other than a nice bed frame with comfortable mattress.
2)L-shaped sofa for my entertainment or maybe some bro-mance over a game of ps3..
3)ps3 la ofcoz.
4)samsung series 6..B650 32" (LED would be better?) with a set of home theatre,preferably by Onkyo..
5)a brand new lappie..
6)mitsubishi new inverter air condition with easy clean function..lol
7)huge closet, 7feeet and above pls.
8)bundled hangin book shelves but i don't read.
9)futuristic but classy ash ray..yesh! im gonna fag like alot in my basement(basement on the third floor?) the washroom should just be clean with a good scent.
10)last but not LEAST, a new partner to fit in.

thats all for now, my mighty LORD. being a freethinker doesn't harm anyway.
*8a.m. class tmr, better be late than never or better date than never?? coz its only 10pm now:).. tata

malacca and everything else.

10:48

2 hours more to my bedtime. i need to wake up early tmr to get myself working again in Malacca. it'll be the 3rd time for me to go there in less than a month. i felt so lonely thinking of working alone and so much more. its so much stress that sometimes i feel useless even though i share.. ppl ask me what's the fuss, when none are unaware. . i understand. i feel so stuck in my life. reminiscing so much ive done.. sigh.. Malacca is my lonely place to be, yet leaving so much memories.. i hope my coming 3 days tribute in Malacca will make me at least a better person.. FAN SING will be the main objective. i'll end with an apology to those concern.

FRIDAY night

Today is friday and the time now is 1159p.m. just nice for me to end the day with a short article about my life perhaps. im awake this afternoon at 2++. then i got online. just browsing through diff graffits. i hope to print them all out to beautify or maybe complicate my new room walls. got some idea from own imagination, illustrations and well hallucination sometimes. just cant wait to move. but good things worth my patients, like you.. ofcoz, other online, i spend some time watching my bulk ctv which is kinda old.. gonna get a lcd i hope.. samsung will be the choice.. and so, dinner, tv, snacks, online again.. hmmmph, so boring.. i know.. my holidays arent so well organised.. so, sometimes my life gets too extreme and sometimes just stone. oh ya, thanks princess for telling me that u were going uphill, win more... i quited anyways.. so, friday night, what else i can do besides going online? i seriously need to replace my awful life with something more colorful.. ps3 should fit in

eric is pretty lazy

i know its been a while again that ive gone missing..im pretty lazy these days to update my blog and also pretty forgetful about it..ive promised to post the second day of the Penang trip but somehow i felt so distance already from the day of the trip that i start to wonder if i still remember what happen on what day..actually ive upload all the pics for the 2nd day but just don seem right to start writing bout it..maybe the mood is not there.and maybe ive been to too many problem facing, so maybe later..while i start my assignments due the end of this month.. SAYURnara.

in fact...

i never study since my semester starts..its been 8 weeks..what was i doin? why am i still wandering? where do i start? how am i to complete all these SHITS WHEN I ONLY HAVE 2 DAYS ??!!! stress-o-meter has indicated that ive reached the peak..passed conflict,on the verge of breaking down if i still dont get my laze bug outta me.. is it that hard for me to sit down once in a while to study maybe a lil??.. that question approached me millions of time.but i never bothered to consider the consequences..now bearing all the pain and stress, ive to start from scratch.. yeah, for ppl from my coll, its the MOTHERFUCKING ACC103, cost management.. such a pain in my ass that i never occured to like it, never ever in my life.. frens telling me it was easy, 3 chapters, some job costing etc.etc.. its useless telling me that since i know NUTHING!!. and now i realized i forgotten to register my 2nd subjects while im in coll this afternoon.. a forgetful chibai i am that i regretted i smoke too much.. however, thinking of which ill be quitting soon by 24th this holy month cheered me a bit.. sigh.. things like this makes me emo like fuck. i wonder when will i be through and over with it. . . .

. . and to make things worse for me and any other human beings in this world i would like to share a piece of worthy information i came across about over sacred mother nature loved by most, i present..

it was predicted by NASA scientist that we will abort life on Feb 1st 2019.. by then i'll be 31 years old.. how sad thinking that i cant enjoy my papahood.. i wanna see my kids graduating and seeing them getting married but wtfuck u guys spoilt my mood.. even if its true try telling ppl when its almost there.. now u are just telling us to stop thinking about our future and wait to die.. niamachibai.

scientist try telling us how the collision will occur.. scared u dunno ar..u think this is transformer 2 ar? we dying soon la..faster pack up and go MARS la..

-peace-

REUNION .

me and you have been apart for so long..ppl starts to say its so empty that flies might harbour for a lil stay..well, i think im back?.. maybe this will be a healthy continuation from my ending of stories since long long ago..the long gone ERIC P. may be here to feed my readers (if any) a little breather..i hope..:)

and while i listen to hardhouse and mixtapes(regards to vuitton), i felt so alive despite so many unforgiven actions ive made that caused me soberness all-time high... and there it goes my new title to my long abandoned site, HARD and SOFT... it was out of randomness and i never know what it means to myself either. maybe the the challenges ive faced throughout the times im gone and the romance ive gotten recently?

and oh yeah..ive stop clubbing for sometimes..and yeah, my long belated new year resolutions..
1. quit smoking
2. club less
3. a thinner me
4. more Bs and ofcoz As
5. more of u and me :)