no title la..

sorry if u readers find me inactive..

I've been really busy nowadays..

juggling between my finals and work.

.stressed to the max.

sometimes i wonder how i coped with it..

although i managed to, i still do wonder..

lets talk about work..

i still remember my mom once asked me

" why do you need to work, stay at home can..ar?"

she insists i shouldn't work

because she believes that i'll not wanna study

if i started to work..

i brushed her advice aside and

now i finally realised what she really meant

i rather work than study...

yeah!!

but only if the salary is as high as

what im getting now.

it'll be rather interesting.

working gives me more inspirations

and somehow motivation to live for the past 1 month.

since i need to stay on hand for 12 hrs everyday

i wouldn't have any spare time to spend on

my rather usual activity like goin out till early in the morning.

yea..eric p. is more discipline NOW!!

he understands more of a live when

u grew up and the urge is there

to work for a living..

although sometimes i dreamt about

my 20 million ringgit jackpot chances..=p

yeah..chances are slim

but opportunity is there..

and damn right im gonna grab it..

and studies? finals??

i dun even know i have a replacement class

for one of my subjects..

but thanks i still have frens who came in handy.

yeah u..thanks shelyn for reminding me that

and u still need to find out when

is our replacement.=)

classes are boring as what compulsory speaks

but i still attend..with eyes closed

and mouth wide open..snoring away.

yeah!..live your life, baby!!

just like rihanna and eric p. (isn't it T.I.?)

FINALS are coming and good news is

the books are as rusty as my brain is..

good luck eric..

and oh yeah..

happy one month anniversary to my blog..

on the 21st ..

we'll find a day to celebrate the cause, eric p..:)

SORRY for the M.I.A.

3 more days before my blog's ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY.. but i do not feel any happier. i reckon i do not have more motivations to blog anymore.. i guess its always true when ppl say i'm a guy who gets bored at things very fast..well, fast as in i do not feel any freshness in it that i shall let it go while i look for other new things..I always don't face it, i ignore them, i try to let my insights tell me that i'm not like that...it has the same effect for my relationships..they do not last long..the longest....haha..it was my first love (2 years) .. i may not know whether it was my happiest relationship, but surely to tell lots have been forgone.. why do i suddenly touch on my relationships? coz i'm planning to have a rest, maybe a nap huh?? "A nap should be good", my mom said.... its been very hectic nowadays when it comes to eric p's life..its not that he's been busy dating away or fishing chics as you all might say. but hectic in a way me myself trying to get out of..confusing huh?? thats why i am writing this..to confuse you ma..:)

i'm trying to write more out of this..but sometimes it gets too personal that i may not wanna speak out. however, of all the things in the world i might wanna say is, I CHERISH ALL MY FRIENDS.. no matter which group you belongs to, as long as you remember eric p., i shall recognise u...gua.lol.

till then, i'll be back. . .
maybe . =)


and SHELYN said that this post was completely crap...ish ish!!!

i should have sucked on weed..today

wednesday.dull day.trashed day.shitfaced day..rainy day. anyday will be better but wednesday, a day i would never want to have a second chance. wassup with that? well,keep it short, classes from 8 to 6 straight..XD..i felt so fortunate! hmmmph.. i would never imagine it happening to me in my coll days.. like what had been stated, i should smoke a whole stick of weed and laugh my ass off to coll until it finally ends at 6. then, what happen wont bother me much.i'll be a happier man.XD

i never thought of doing this before.

A noob like me bloggin at this point of time seems a little weird..no, very weird. how do i start? i might have asked. i never expect anyone to read as i would not ask for more. maybe the title itself speaks for my stand for that someone that i endeavoured to love.